Knowing God

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2010-08-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

exhausted..

2010-08-27T08:56:00.000-07:00

Heyyy,I miss blogging ...yeah
I just finished with my mock exam ,it was ok I guess..
I just wish I studied a little harder and earlier...
I didn't have much time because I took it too lightly...
aih,there's no use anymore..I don't want to cry over split milk..

I'm exhausted..I had 4 hours of nap today and yesterday AND i still feel like sleeping...
I studied,I burned the midnight oil and after one more day of rest,I'm going to start studying again ..I want to get 8as for my PMR."Do your best and God will do the rest" !

I'm desperate to get an A for chinese..it seems impossible but then things can be possible with God ..yeah,I bought a chinese novel and I hope I can really improve my chinese..I needa work hard in order to succeed ....
any advice people?

My maid is going back to Indonesia tomorrow,not going to have a maid for the first time but I think it is better this way,I want to learn how to be more independent ~

alright,that's all for now :)

BLA

2010-07-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

yellow!(hello) xD

PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR OMGOSHIEBABABIBBIBUBUBUBOBOHELPOLICEMANME! <

I AM DOOMED!

Wilderness

2010-07-10T23:52:00.000-07:00

Things always go wrong for me this year but it's alright :) because I believe that God put me into this kind of situations and let me wander in wilderness to humble me..... to let me call out for Him in desperate situations...to remind me that I can't do things alone..to learn to totally trust Him...and to test what is in my heart whether I complain when things go bizarre ...God is testing me.....and that is why I must learn to rejoice in every trials I am going through...We must not only rejoice when things are right but also when things are wrong !I love You God! yes!oh Lord Jesus Christ!

Man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord!
-Deuteronomy 8:3

We can't depend on ourselves but on God

But Jesus looked at them and said to them,"With men this is imposibble ,but with God all things are possible"
-Matthew 19:26

AMEN!

Life?haha

2010-06-04T21:49:00.000-07:00

TSKKK...one week of holiday is gone o.o vanished into i-don't-know-where and I did not do anything beneficial except for eat.sleep.play..TT hmmm Let me glance through what I did this week.hmmm...just briefly :)

I went back to kampung for Gawai.[oh did you know that I'm a mixture of chinese and iban+bidayuh.] Then,slept at aunty's house to accompany her -.- played computer games,played with her dogs and went to the library to do something.bla bla...Played bowling yesterday evening.I sucked in it NOT ..just a little,got potential xD
I think i might be related to someone I don't want to be related with o.o OMGG hhahaha

The time is near so near that I can even feel it ... Yesterday when I browsed through facebook with my bro's account(muahahaha) because I forgot my password...I saw a "remove We hate Jesus" page.. yes..there's a page that says "We hate Jesus" tsk..I can't hate them or judge them or anything because if I do,that will make me no difference from them... so instead of just joining the "remove whe hate Jesus" page why don't we pray?As christians,we must depend on God not ourselves...pray for the people who actually hates Jesus and also pray for us christians so that we will remain strong in faith ...

I think that's all for now..I shall update again if I have the mood and time.

i guess there is no suitable title?

2010-06-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Holidays and Happy Gawai!

3 weeks of no school days,boredom will take over.I hope I will start studying soon...seriously short of time,so much for "time flies when you're having fun" I did not have any fun but yet time flies so quickly,so unfair.

God bless you!

very sad ....

2010-05-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

Just several days ago,my two dogs (new year and smuddie) murdered a cat...got attacked twice..

The first attack:

I managed to save the cat but unfortunately the cat was injured..badly.I wanted to send the poor cat to the vet but you know how grown ups can be lah. but as days sped by,the cat got better and better.yay?then you're wrong

The second attack:

I was in maths tuition so i didn't witness the "show" ,when my mum told me what happened.I WAS LIKE HAH?WHY DID U LET THE DOGS GO?!!! The cat was sleeping and resting then my dogs came and bit her,pulled her IT WAS LIKE AS IF IT WAS A TOY OR FOOD...according to my kakak,she said that if they didn't stop the dogs .the cat might loose its head.yes...body and head ..*kacha* pity the cat,right?stupid dogs...sigh...almost cried though i don't really like cats..but still very kesian..haiz

conclusion? Dogs can be adorable yet cruel...=(

shrek forever after

2010-05-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi and hi.after tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow,kita cuti !!

Shrek forever after is a very awesome,outstanding,cool,hilarious,sweet and AHHHHH!
must watch this movie ,especially couples (bleh) =.= hahahha..k goodbye

:)

2010-05-15T22:39:00.001-07:00

God will always be there with you during every trials...

God's promise

2010-05-15T18:01:00.000-07:00

If you feel guilty:

Like water spilled on the ground,which cannot be recovered so we must die But God does not take away life instead he devises ways so that a banished person may not remain estranged from him.

                                                                                                                                             2 Samuel 14:14

If you,O Lord,kept a record of sins
O,Lord,who could stand?
But with you there is forgiveness
therefore You are feared.

                                                                                                                                        Psalm 130:3-4

an after-exam-post

2010-05-15T04:38:00.000-07:00

hi,eh cool I am finally blogging after i dont know how long...wait!!let me check...1 month 12 days..!!!

well,I'm blogging because mid-term exam's over...hmmm...I just realize that I blog every time after all my

exams..just to express my happiness ...EXAM'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just for the time being T^T haiz...

Life's getting tougher .I need to tolerate with A LOT of people and of course myself ... i need to accept the

fact that "No one's perfect" ...I can't expect people around me to be perfect and do the right things all the

time,right?haha...and I REALLY HOPE THAT people would think that way about me too cause I know I

always make mistakes ...Because of the Lord,I can tolerate most of the time and there's always this voice

inside me that reminds me to be patient and not to get angry so easily...and there is always someone who will

lend me His ears everytime I pray..and that is our Lord Jesus Christ!

Amen and thank you Lord!!

teachers & birthdays

2010-04-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

Mdm.Elizabeth which is our class teacher kept on nagging and scolding us last week.It was awful,i pitied that teacher actually because we're from the second good class but yet we act like we're from the worst class.haiz..she demands our class to get good grades for the next exam and if we fail,she will hit us ...with a BROOM STICK. I don't know whether she meant it or not ,she was really mad....poor mdm.Elizabeth.

and also MR SIM..Mr Sim is a very patient and kind teacher...but that stupid freaking babi boy made him lose his patience!!WHY DID THAT STUPID FREAKING BABI BOY HAD TO BE SO RUDE?!!Why don't you just take your book properly from the teacher,its not the teacher's fault ok!!you didn't have your excercise book for the whole month.....ngaiti and yet you dare to be so rude..sigh...

I think students aren't supposed to be rude to teachers...you don't yell or raise your voice to the teachers especially nice teachers!!They are elder and we students are younger.so,RESPECT THEM.

oh to March babies :

happy birthday to :

Alice(Jujur)
Edwin(Jujur)
Indigo(Jujur)
Thierry(Jujur)
Rossi(Setia)
Xin Tian(Setia)

Happy birthday Pei sei!! (02 April )

Never knew that I would be so busy

2010-03-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

I'll try to update frequently since i have the chance to use the computer for now...
I'm suppose to do my kerja kursus BUT sadly I do not have microsoft words.hahahaha ...
too lazy to install .I have all the facts and information ... wasted my precious time.
ahhh,I tried to study but end up watching TV and sleeping over at Jamie's house.
ehh,nevermind.that's history ... regretting is useless now... "nasi sudah menjadi bubur" need to be more determined next time =) .Now all I can do is to finish up what's not done like my "ming ju jing hua" ,K.K,homework and so on..

school is reopening soon ... hectic life is resuming ...sigh...nevermind only for this year =D and the next year and the next year...when is it going to end??

ORAL !!!

KERJA KURSUS!!!

MING JU JING HUA!!!

STUDY!!!!!!

PIANO!!!

so many things to do yet so little time ...man!!!

I need to get things started now.Goodbye,farewell,sayonara!

short update

2010-03-13T23:51:00.000-08:00

HI !!!!!!! SEEING EVERYONE'S BLOG UPDATED MAKES ME BESONG...hahahha,so I decided to blog too for fun bah...

FINALLY,its holiday week.yes!!hahahaha...but I NEED TO STUDY.ngaiti...see first la...if i don't fall asleep first ...hahaha...

well,I just want to wish all of u happy one week holiday...trust me it will be over very SOON.
*snap*school is tomorrow??!!!

3 Jujur T^T ...miss my class very much !!! My class is so full with joy..proud to be a JUJURIAN...hmph...aiya...nvm will see u next monday!

TOODLES!

Lets recall

2010-03-05T01:06:00.000-08:00

hello.Its already the 3rd month of 2010 ...and a LOT happened ...Shall I state it out?

Gerak gempur (I) is declared over.

Relationship between friends.Some like Krystal and Gretel ,we are not quite close anymore but everyone have their own friends that they love so Im happy that everyone is happy,right?Our memories won't fade away,it will always be in my heart .We've been through a lot .some bitter and some sweet .I just want to take this opportunity to say thank you for letting me experiencing the feeling of having good friends like both of you.I appreciate it.

Lets move on....but there is also a positive improvement!I made new friends..nice ones like Mavis!hahaha,she's really funny and cool..love the way she dresses ...We go to the same tuition and is also Jamie's meeting hall church friend.Recently,I hang out a lot with Jamie .Jamie is kinda cool because she can make cool voices!hahahaha...i can too la of course xD .Mavis is learning.I am also very close with friends around me in class and school too...yay..so many friends .Michelle Wee too!She memang funny and fun...ahhh...I am going to miss all of them when we all go our own separate ways chasing our own dreams.I really hope that we can all stay happy and close like this forever but things don't always go the way you wanted...one day all of this will soon vanish.I must pray and pray so that it will last forever.Friends don't have to accompany you EVERYWHERE ,they just have to be beside you everytime you need them right?hahahah..actually Denedy told me that.

YES!!!my value in Friends for sale increased.yeah!!!I sound so gay (happy)...wakakaka...very happy lah .I want to be close to God back..haiz..because recently quite far away from God.God please help me.TONIGHT MUST READ BIBLE!!

okay.........there is still a lot more to tell but too lazy to type liao...hohoho...bye human beings =)

We can stay strong if we have JESUS in us

2010-01-30T04:46:00.000-08:00

Jesus will help me to stay strong,
He will give me more FAITH
I will hang on
because Im carried in His everlasting arms
HE WILL NEVER LET GO OF ME!

AMEN!

HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE ZERO

2009-12-31T07:19:00.000-08:00

hey people!whoosh~45 minutes to 2010.GET READY TO say goodbye to two zero zero nine and hello to 2010!

and everyone shouts ?HELLO LA!

"hahaha..okay,Just wanna wish all of you a happy new year.HAVE A BLESSED YEAR because i'm sure God has blessed it ,so live everyday to the fullest and of course live without regrets :) LIVE WITH GOD AND LIVE FOR GOD.WHOOTS.!!! "

so here i am,listening to STRENGTH AND PEACE BY ANDREW YEO.awesome song.Great way to spend my new year's eve and new year :) SERIOUSLY,try spending it with God.its awesome :D

GOD IS MOVING!!

2009-12-30T01:46:00.000-08:00

Hillsong United - God Is Moving

Holy Spirit, Touch Your people
Teach us the ways of God
And as we live, As Jesus did
You are honored and lifted up

There's a stirring in the Spirit
There's an urgency in this hour
We as children must obey
Can you hear
The footsteps of God

God is moving!!!! God is moving!!!!!

Can you hear the sound
Of revival????????????????????????

As we praise You, as we sing
Draw near to us O God

As we cry out for the nations
Pour out revival in the land

There's a stirring in the Spirit
There's an urgency in this hour
We as children must obey
Can you hear
The footsteps of God

hear it in youtube!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaE_sq_xnUM
bye.hope it made your day (:

2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS IS ENDING IN 6 DAYS!!!

2009-12-29T00:23:00.000-08:00

H E L L O.

I KNOW RIGHT?2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS IS ENDING IN 6 DAYS.WHY AM I EVEN COUNTING!!!Before I continue to talk about other stuff,I would like to wish you a happy new year 2010!Live everyday for God and live a better life.

okay,school is starting in 6 days....hope there's no class streaming or I'll be seeing new faces and i really hate making new friends.>.< I really hope that I can wake up EARLY for school ,I don't want to be late like always.(xD) I really should pray and ask God to wake me up ,Why can't I stay in afternoon session.Im dreading school because of this.sigh....another reason is PMR!well,I'm ok with PMR la.......just a little pressure but i kinda like exams :P ,so what if im a nerd .SO,i've decided that i shall not fight over stupid stuff anymore but concentrate MORE on my studies.NO MORE ARGUMENTS with friends.I'll just have to tolerate,be patient and try to endure it.I'll kick their asses after PMR XD.hahaha,hmmm.lalala,oh yea.my blog is going to be dead for 9 months next year because my mum gave us a strict rule,NO COMPUTERS AND NO MORE GOING ONLINE UNTIL PMR IS OVER.YAY,CAN GET RID OF FACEBOOK ADDICTION.hahahhaa -_- so,ending this post now.bye and take care.may God bless all of you :)

my tooth is gone but noT spongebob!!

2009-12-27T07:21:00.000-08:00

Just right before Christmas............EVE! hahaha i lose one of my tooth .wanna see my tooth's vain picture *blink blink*ok,my aunt said it was not painful to pull that ~~stupid~~ tooth out so what the heck .hahaha.

see,its loose.

see its loose #2

ok.ignore that,I was just trying to make a retarded pose.it works right?

okay,its out! xD my vain tooth

see!blood!xD.my vain tooth #2

whoooooo!!! I have a hole in my teeth

ohh,and my love for SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS hasn't vanish xP

Did i mention?

I own a big big big SPONGEBOB !!

CUTE ONE TOO :)

and who says old people can't be cool?

2009-12-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

meet my Grandma =)

Christmas

2009-12-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

merry merry merry Christmas! sorry for the late wish .ummm...so,My theory is that
Christmas isn't about exchanging gifts,getting drunk,party,open house ect ect.Its about the birth of Jesus,our Savior.We should be thankful that our God is so good that he sent down his ONLY SON,JESUS CHRIST to earth to SAVE US,to give us hope and revival.Because of Jesus,our sin are set free .Without Jesus,there is no hope and no life.We might still live in darkness.aww,so I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU GOD FOR SENDING DOWN JESUS FOR US BECAUSE YOU LOVE US VERY MUCH and also JESUS FOR DYING FOR ALL OF US.WE must be extra happy on Christmas day because Its someone VERY SPECIAL's birthday for he had died for us.SO REJOICE PEOPLE.and ,merry Christmas all x)

I'm not a legend.I'm a spaceship (:

2009-12-21T18:07:00.000-08:00

A remarkable title,i know =) but i bet MOST of you dont know what the phrase means.There's a story behind this phrase.[this story was told my pastor Andrew from D'encounter camp]Its about a 5 year old kid who is tired of being labelled by others.He was quite a smart kid for his age and so he was wearing a jacket that says "Legend",someone went up to him and asked "HEY!are you a legend?" and suprisingly that kid anwsered him"no,Im a spaceship".Normal 5-year-old kids would brag and answere "oh yeah,Im a legend or a superhero" .This kid didn't want to be labelled by others.He wants to be what he wants to be not what others want him to be.

For me,Im always labelled by others as "useless"I was known as useless because I cant do anything right >=( especially my dad).It really affected my life.the word "useless" was always repeated in my head.SATAN IS ALWAYS USING THIS WORD TO PULL ME DOWN!HE ALWAYS REMIND ME EVERY SINGLE DAT THAT IM A USELESS PERSON!!!!!.Its really hard to GET RID OF IT.and so I began to start to be scared of trying ew things things cause I thought I was a loser,useless.Im afraid that I would ruin everything ,I'm afraid that I would lose.Even though I know that I can do it but STILL,I just dont have the guts.everytime i really want to try something new but it will all vanish as soon as i have the" I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT" "You're useless alfonsa"thought in my mind.Everytime when there's games,Im always useless to the team.I dont dare to play ANY games cause Im just too scared that I would make my teammates a loser like me!.Sometimes,people will scold me because I cant play right.=( My life really changed when others call me a useless person.At first,I thought It was just a joke but then I began to believe that I was really a useless person.I dont know how alot of them can brag or have alot of confidence.I hate games because in my mind,I knew that I was gonna lose because of the word "useless" it really affected my life badly .Now I know,its not because Im useless that i cant play right,Its because Im just too afraid to be ME.Im just too afraid to change the thought that Im not useless!!Im just too scared!!Im not useless!I believe that its satans's works .He is just trying to pull me down and pull me futher from God BUT WELL God has stipped away all those stuff that third night in camp.I prayed and I felt really good after that.Im beautiful because Im God's child.Im not a useless person anymore!Im a winner because Im God's child.everyone is a winner in God's eyes.Im not going to be a useless peron because Im going to be used by God GREATLY!SO,from now onwards...Im going to call myself a winner 8-D because God says so =)It doesnt matter if others care.It only matter when God care and I care =D

so,if anyone is tired of being labelled by others?Pray To God and he will surely help you x)

Just wanna ask

2009-12-21T00:00:00.001-08:00

Krystal,are you feeling okay? =)

D'encounter camp!

2009-12-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

Im back from EBC youth camp! I wanna thank you Lord for insisting me to go.Even though I'm from EBC but I didn't know that this camp even exsisted because my mum travels alot so i rarely go to church.so sad.Thank GOD,someone uploaded a video about this amazing camp,my heart pounded faster than usual as i watched the video.Its like God is asking ME TO GO!so,thanks to hannah and God... I went to the camp.I think the camp is just A-W-E-S-O-M-E.Feeling God's presence,letting the Holy Spirit to touch you.the whole time i was in santubong,i felt so anxious for God's love.I just want to worship him and let him filll me with his LOVE!when i had no friends,I prayed and God gave me friends.I love God.He is just amazing.Of course,I was confused when the Lord first touched me.I never had that kind of feeling,i think.I trembled alot and Pastor Andrew said its God's work.=) pastor Andrew is cool!super funny!amazing but i know its because of God,he can be that amazing.So,i really encountered God.I just love Him more and more now.and yes,my life will never ever ever be the same again.Its not about me,its about God and the people beside me.Im so joining the camp again next year.God bless all of you.Goodbye.

Friends!

2009-12-13T06:09:00.000-08:00

Hi,since Im bored.I'll blog.I'll try to make my blog to be as alive as possible .....

so........today Im going to share a little,only a little! about my F.R.I.E.N.D.S .All i've got to say is they are super awesome and i really really lover them =) owh,and you know what?I was chatting with Bibiana Teo and and and I asked her to update and and and she told me she was going to make a post about her friends.I was like WHOA.what a coincidence xD i didn't even tell her that I was going to talk about my friends too.XD enough crapping,let the journey begin........

ok first,what is friend?

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement:

=))

Krystal and I sleepover x) wonderful memory

26/11/2009.Does that date sounds familiar?

Angeline and I .wE were forced to wear skirts.I look weird,I know

so small ... =( I accidentally deleted the ori picture.Me,Jamie,Gretel =D

OH YEAH!!!!!AWESOME AND CRAZY

Gretel,New year and ME!

Jamie,me and Gretel =D

Jamie & alfonsa

Pei sei _ Amelia x)

my beloved MICHELLE WEE =D

Nice shirts,awesome people

Indigo and Jamie =))

omg,My dog's ~~ass~~ butt!

Sin ying and JoANNA= D

si kecil

Thierry and Nai thong xB

Manyungku!!!!!!

The sweet Kenny =D

blur but a dead John xP

Kenny and obviously,the weirdo xP

Dominique xD

Joanne and angeline! x)

and lastly,the person who "inspired" me to update!!!

BIBIANA TEO!honestly,i think its a very cute.........icecream XD no la..........PICTURE!

LALALALALA,I JUST POST THE PICTURES I HAVE IN MY COMPUTER BECAUSE too LAZY TO FIND PEOPLE'S PICTURES XD

so...I have some wonderful friends right?They are always there for me ,always there to go through storms with me,Yeah jealousy occurs all the time because like I said in my last post(which i deleted) is because i adore them.and just because im friends with boys,alot doesnt mean i LIKE THEM!Friends are very important!Honesty an loyalty are very important in the "friendship buisness".

"Friends are everywhere but true friends are hard to find"

If you've got true friends.Appriciate =) cherish every momment when you're with them/him/her.

Considerate.love.care.

bye.

something call BORED

2009-12-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

awesome (: hello.Going to help my father in his shop on wednesday..probably going for 1 week.Hope can make it home in time to attend this youth camp!.great la,because I have nothing to do in Kuching also -__- be cashier! money money money xS !So boredddddddddddddddddddddddd.No credit some more.krystal going to KL on the 9th have fun ^____^ I was supposed to be going to KL too but lazy wanna go ALONE!Luckily I didnt go,I got the opportunity to join my church youth camp!!yay,first time joining :S. HAHA......everybody's blog is DEAD!DEAD because nothing to update.Holidays are too boring and also because of LAZINESS.oh well,I hope everyone would get rid of the laziness and start updating so that I can read new updates like I used to XD !

ending now,
toodles!

My lovely and wonderful dog-New year

2009-12-05T22:36:00.000-08:00

HELLO!I need to update or my blog will be dead and dull! SO,I want to talk about my dogs! I have two dogs.BUT I AM ONLY GOING TO TALK ABOUT THE OLDER DOG TODAY CAUSE OF LAZINESS XD

Its a she.Her name is New year.She was given this name because she was picked by my mum at the market on 31st december 2007 (NEW YEAR).She's a mongrel.She ain't a breed dog.I think got mix breed la but i don't know what.She has alot of nicknames which im lazy to state it out.Normally,I call her "year year" because its short and cute.SHE IS VERY ADORABLE and very FAT too.HMPH.blame me for feeding her 5 times a day when she was still a puppy.Luckily,She's on "diet" now.2 meals per day x( but still,she's cute XDD .She is a lazy dog,loves sleeping.She ignores me almost every time unless I have food == or when she's sleeping......you know la......dogs love u when you sayang them...She's really active when strangers like my friends come to my house.She loves playing with them ^^...she might bark for the first few minutes but she never bites so,she's a really good doggie.she loves playing with other dogs too but not ME!hmph...hahaha but I still love her and she's really polite!

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES OF HER:

kk,I'll update about the other dog some other day and i know my dog is cute ! xDD

a new start =)

2009-12-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

hello =)
I deleted my old blog but don't worry my link remains the same so you people won't waste your time relinking me XD .Anyways,I decided to create a new blog because I read my old posts from my old blog,its kinda sucky........too emo,and always complaining about life.Now I know that i should appreciate Life and be happy with what I have now.right?Yes,life may be sucky sometimes but that is Life! Life is like wheel,sometimes up and sometimes down.plus, its going to be 2010 soon..a new year ,I think i need a new blog.I wont be updating alot next year because as you all know.I'm 15 and my parents wont accept me having bad grades so yeah.It's not like anyone reads my blog anyway xP

Its school holidays now.I'm bored.I don't know how many days have past.I miss school but at the same time i hate school.haha!ooh,and BE OPTIMISTIC !Look forward each day but don't wait or to have the urge for today to past and for tomorrow to come because today will never come again .... read it from somewhere =).

I guess i have to end this post or you people will stop reading it.hahaha.okay,bye!night and sleep tight.

sincerely,
alfonsachoo
02/12/2009