Monday, December 21, 2009

I'm not a legend.I'm a spaceship (:

A remarkable title,i know =) but i bet MOST of you dont know what the phrase means.There's a story behind this phrase.[this story was told my pastor Andrew from D'encounter camp]Its about a 5 year old kid who is tired of being labelled by others.He was quite a smart kid for his age and so he was wearing a jacket that says "Legend",someone went up to him and asked "HEY!are you a legend?" and suprisingly that kid anwsered him"no,Im a spaceship".Normal 5-year-old kids would brag and answere "oh yeah,Im a legend or a superhero" .This kid didn't want to be labelled by others.He wants to be what he wants to be not what others want him to be.

For me,Im always labelled by others as "useless"I was known as useless because I cant do anything right >=( especially my dad).It really affected my life.the word "useless" was always repeated in my head.SATAN IS ALWAYS USING THIS WORD TO PULL ME DOWN!HE ALWAYS REMIND ME EVERY SINGLE DAT THAT IM A USELESS PERSON!!!!!.Its really hard to GET RID OF IT.and so I began to start to be scared of trying ew things things cause I thought I was a loser,useless.Im afraid that I would ruin everything ,I'm afraid that I would lose.Even though I know that I can do it but STILL,I just dont have the guts.everytime i really want to try something new but it will all vanish as soon as i have the" I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT" "You're useless alfonsa"thought in my mind.Everytime when there's games,Im always useless to the team.I dont dare to play ANY games cause Im just too scared that I would make my teammates a loser like me!.Sometimes,people will scold me because I cant play right.=( My life really changed when others call me a useless person.At first,I thought It was just a joke but then I began to believe that I was really a useless person.I dont know how alot of them can brag or have alot of confidence.I hate games because in my mind,I knew that I was gonna lose because of the word "useless" it really affected my life badly .Now I know,its not because Im useless that i cant play right,Its because Im just too afraid to be ME.Im just too afraid to change the thought that Im not useless!!Im just too scared!!Im not useless!I believe that its satans's works .He is just trying to pull me down and pull me futher from God BUT WELL God has stipped away all those stuff that third night in camp.I prayed and I felt really good after that.Im beautiful because Im God's child.Im not a useless person anymore!Im a winner because Im God's child.everyone is a winner in God's eyes.Im not going to be a useless peron because Im going to be used by God GREATLY!SO,from now onwards...Im going to call myself a winner 8-D because God says so =)It doesnt matter if others care.It only matter when God care and I care =D

so,if anyone is tired of being labelled by others?Pray To God and he will surely help you x)

1 comment:

  1. hello! good to see you throwing away the labels and believing in God!

    whenever you're down, always depend on God and God will surely guide you :D

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